I'll Never Have You (5/7/12)

I havent texted you
I havent seen you in sometime
I havent called
i havent even dropped by unexpectedly
You haven't made effort either
Things are different now times have changed

He makes you empty promises he can't keep
You're stuck in delusion
Many Days and Nights you Sleep
I Wonder Who You're Dreaming Of
Because it feels like its not me
I always thought it was him who went away
But it feels like you're the one who pushed us all away

I kind of forgot what you look like
I forgot what you smell and taste like
Yet you're still on my mind
More than I'll ever be
I think about you more than you do me
I tell myself it'll be okay
it's not okay nothing feels right

He makes you empty promises he can't keep
You're stuck in delusion
Many Days and Nights you Sleep
I Wonder Who You're Dreaming Of
Because it feels like its not me
I always thought it was him who went away
But it feels like you're the one who pushed us all away

How long will it take you realize I'm there
How much longer will you fight the urge to know I was real once
Did you ever stop to think I wanted more
How you ever took into consideration it's you I adore
Will you ever remember I love you
I recall the fact I'll never have you