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I was doing great
Nothing could set me back
Make me cry
Make me hurt
Until you said hello

Pulling me to you and then pushing me away
Like a toy
Like a yo-yo
Just a stupid little trinket to you
Nothing more

So here I am again
Hurting myself
Marking my body
With words I want to say to you

"I hate you"
"I love you"
"Why"