Later

Later
I'm not a writer. I can write, and I've been told I am good, but its not my favorite activity.
Later
I write notes, a lot, in the margin of my paper. I'll usually write one word, and it usually has nothing to do with what I was thinking of.
Later
I keep seeing the same word, over, and over again in my notebooks.
Later
I keep thinking I'll remember what I meant to say when I wrote it.
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I never do.
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It could have been a note to self. Like, "Clean your room later," or "Don't forget to do your homework later."
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Maybe I was procrastinating. Pehaps, "I don't have time now, I'll do it later."
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Maybe it was a threat.
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My head has been in a knot, since I first wrote it. I couldn't even begin to tell you how much time I've put into the thought.
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Maybe I'll never know.
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Maybe It's just a word, and it doesn't mean anything. (But then why would it keep showing up so often?)
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Maybe its a sign.
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But then, maybe I'll figure it out later.