Disapear

The crash and burn
of my mind
is like a car crash
its all in slow motion
and replayed over and over
everyone watches
everyone stares
as i cry and bleed
no one helps
no one cares
i stand up
and look into
the only persons
eyes that matter
and scream
SCREW YOU
for they dont care
they dont help
they barely notice
as i crash and burn
i walk away
with my head
held high
to pretend it doesn’t hurt
that he was the only guy
who I loved and
loved me back
it feels like the end
of what could of been
I trip and stumble
slightly un-humble
my pain is clear
but no one is here
to lift me up
and brush my tears
I disappear from the earth
with no much as a good-bye
never to be heard again
from the depths of despise