Buried

The sun doesn't shine
when no place feels like home
no one's shoulder to cry on
wish for a love to call my own
The tears come to my eyes
but they don't fall anymore
Soak and stain into my heart
Damp and darkened
Rip and ravage
Blood soaked wrists
and over saturated smiles
I don't want anyone to see
The darkest parts of my mind
Where I've spent most of my days
with an oh too familiar kind of loneliness
This facade weakens day by day
I'm falling apart again
Please won't you pick up the pieces