Bottom of a hole

Its all over
My feelings are left inside
Can I pick your clovers ?
I want to feel lucky all over again
Sometimes running
From things I cannot control

And I wonder why I try
Im worthless in this life
I wonder why I cry
Nobody cares anyways

Circles my head
Stays put but never goes away
Retching from emotions
I cant figure out
Never sober
Always out of my mind

And I wonder why I try
I'm worthless in this life
I wonder why I cry
Nobody cares anyways

So I ask you who I am
You don't answer my questions
So I think about my life
It's not a fairytale

I do it for the drugs
I do it to feel alive
I shout to the world
Take my pain I can't survive !!

And I see why i try
I know I'm worthy in this life
I know why I cry
Everyone cares about me now...