Not a wife nor a mother

You broke me down to absolutely nothing
Made me feel so unwanted in life
You will never be a good mother
Let alone a wife

You showed me what hatred really is
You taught me what its like to never trust
I saw it when you looked at me
You looked at me with complete disgust

I’ve waited for you to take me in your arms
To show me you really loved me as your daughter
Instead you shoved me into a ocean
An ocean full of hungry sharks in salt water

Does it make you happy to know
I started cutting myself because of you?
You put me in the middle of dad and you
You gave me a choice to chose between you two

Well I’m not choosing anymore
I’m done letting you control me with threats
You left me along time ago all alone
You left me with some terrible regrets

Regrets I never thought I’d let go
Regrets that burned a hole in my head
Regrets that hurt me so bad that

I was wishing I was dead.

You made my own family turn against me
Made it so I couldn’t see my brother
I’m sure I’ve said this already but
You were never a wife nor a mother.