Lie to Me

I chose not to believe
The words that spun around me
Lies seems to testify
the only reason why I'm living here
I tried for so many years
Afraid of myself and
Crying away these tears
I reached toward your face
why so distant
Why are you afraid?

I hold on to only this pain
Seeing you only once
Day after day
I see you bite your tongue
What was it that you wanted to say?
I look into your eyes
They only told me to just go away.

This world that I stand upon
Started to crumble.
I tried holing on
As I see you start to stumble
What a dream it has turned out to be
My wish was an ever nightmare that all you can see
Is the storm after the flood
That came after me.