Condemned for Life

all these secrets in my head,
make me so sad,
why did i have to do so many bad things,
why cant people know that i love to sing,
my heart is torn in two,
from what should i do,
i want a normal life again,
not the one where im running from many things,
i want to be free to say what i want,
to not be judged by my terrible past,
why cant people realize deep down,
im still that little girl,
i may have made horrible mistakes,
but ive learned from my consequences,
that should be enough for both of us,
but reality says im condemned for life