Realization

When realization hits
And the moment makes you weak
You grab the knife
To leave a streak

Not even second priority
Just dead last
But I say "It's fine"
I'll cover my heart in a cast

Something wet touches my cheek
It's a tear from my eye
I didn't even realize
I had began to cry

That moment when
Nothing seems real
When pain and brokenness
Are all you feel

You thought you were the one
Moments ago
But then reality checked in
Now the truth you do know

Numbness spreads
All the way to my finger tips
I will never again
Kiss your lips.