Broken Mistake

Paint the sky a pretty blue,
Chase the clouds away,
So I can see through,
I can't take more shadows,
Shrouding my mood,
These intense words,
Menacing and rude,
I wish to remain unheard,

Just don't listen to a word I say,
We don't speak the same language,
I cannot sit still, nor walk away,
When angry temptation pulls me back,
I scream until my throat is numb,
Fight myself into a wreck,

Just let go, let go, let go,
Let go, let go, let go, let go,

Can't you just accept the fact,
That I am wrong and you are right?
And leave me just as wrecked,
Instead of forcing me to fight,
I just can't heal my wounds right now,
And I'm to tired to learn how,

I just want to sleep,
I just want to keep,
All this poison inside,
Hidden far away from the world,
So no one can blame me,
When I explode,
And all my pain rains down like blood,

Storms of hatred,
Yet inside,
I wouldn't want to see you,
Having to abide,
This burden I jokingly call life,
However now,
I must say good bye,

Let go of me...

Make me go away!