Don't Judge With Innocence

Don't judge me with your innocent words,
Never have I forced you to read my works!
So don't complain about their insane nature,
The pain, the lust, the unbound desire,
It's not my fault that I feel in such ways,
My emotions might sicken you now,
But it's just the way I see most days!
I have to get it out somehow,
Now that I'm at this dangerous point,
Or else my mind might implode,
Shaking, I feel my faith erode,
I never forced you to even be close,
You have all freedom to go,
Just leave me alone,
I ask you kindly,
Once, twice,
Leave.