Revenge. I'm Not Sorry

As a little girl
I dreamed & dreamed
I dreamed of my unknown life
And how things would turn out to be
I dreamed of one day, being saved from him
Taken away from all his ugly sins
I dreamed of a father, with no rage & hate
One who wouldn't beat me or lock me in a cage
I dreamed & dreamed
with all my might
But yet another year passes
with nothing new in sight

As a teen
I no longer dream & dream
Instead I wish upon a star
That you'll never get to hear another scream
I wish that you'll get, what you deserve
And get sentenced to life
start your time served
I wish your decisions
you regretted every day
That you wanted to change
your soul shaded grey

But I am a woman
Whose dreams & wishes went unheard
So I took fate within my own hands
And now I am the one who serves
I pulled the trigger
A shot full of violence
Not a decision I would change
To forever keep that monster silenced.