Sorry, You missed my lilfe.

I'm sorry that you weren't there for me
But I didn't need you to help me get off my knees
I lived my life enough without you
I didn't need you to tell me what to do

I'm sorry that you lost your life
But Myabe you shouldn't have beat your wife
My mom means the world to me
That is more than what you'll ever be

I'm sorry that you came and went
But I was abused and raped by a boyfriend that needed to vent
I grew up hiding all the pain
Tried to shut it out, but the feeling remained

I'm sorry that I didn't call you dad
But I was taught that lying was bad
The only thing that kept me from breaking down
was family, friends, and teammates that hate to see me frown

I'm sorry for everything that I held against you
But what else was I suppose to do?
I grew up in secret pain
Nobody knows about it,
And that's how it will remain.