The Book of my Brain

I prefer to be
On the other side of the lens
And you know this
And you don't care
The book of my brain makes me ask what this is
So I go to you
And you say just smile
And I say okay
But it really feels nice to frown, sometimes

(Chorus)
I don't want a song about me
Cause those usually
End up a muck
Please don't let your words surround me
Cause I'm ready to drown and that can't be good

The safest thing
Is that you're safe to me
And I feel that's damaging
Cause I don't stand on my own
And I don't know if I could
Codependency
Has become the thing of me
It's accepted
My passive-agressive

I don't want a song about me
Cause those usually
End up a muck
Please don't let your words surround me
Cause I'm ready to drown and that can't be good

(Bridge)
Looking at my battle
That I made sure you wouldn't see
I face the question
Am I strong enough to break free

(Chorus 2x)