His Plaid Shirt

His silence outlines His beauty
as does His shy demeanor

A small tug of His
faded plaid shirt
sends me into
blind ecstasy

Mutual acquaintances
have brought us together
but not nearly as together
As
I’d
Like

Waist, body, beauty, smile.
A shy smile with His eyes down

Bliss

He gives me a loud peace

Heart jumping in my throat;
will this ever be?

Leaving him irks me
Twists me
Burns me, but I must

Unaware, he is of my lust for him.
Pushing me into the unknown
without the satisfaction of
Knowing Him
Having Him
Loving Him
And so I’m left with my life
And His faded
Plaid
Shirt.