Monsters

If darkness could cover as much of the sky as my heart feels you wouldn't see the sun anymore. If gold covered the streets in heaven I would'nt be here begging you to change your mind. I never meant for this to happen. I only wished on a far away star. I wished on the moons of distant worlds that it wouldn't be like this, but I had to have it all. You made it perfectly clear to me what I've become. That I was the moster I claimed and swore I would never be. You know, I figured it out. How to put an end to all of it, but I won't take all the credit. It wasn'texactly my idea. She told me to do it. She tied the rope for me carefully. I finally understood her after years of blocking her out of my head. I gave in to what you called me. You told me I was the only monster here, but really she is. She is the monster and I am a piece of her. Not the other way around. She shared me for awhile but now I'm hers for the taking. She tied the knot in the rope so beautifully and then she pushed me just a little too far. Until it was only her, the real monster.