Summer Attire Fades

How I feel about love.

I just want things to be as they used to.
Simple summer days.
The ones in which I was carefree
Had not a worry in the world
My world was not shaken. 
Where I was free to love. 
But it's all gone. 
Now it's filled with
Chasing
Running
Falling
Over lost days of youth and bliss. 
And how eager you are to rip, cut and bleed
My dreams and hope out
From under me.
Isn't it funny how
You're the one who crumbled my life
Before and built me back up?
And now who's bored of
What he fought for?
I may not have many suitors,
But I have quality in line. 
Who did I chose?
You're such a child but
My emotions aren't a toy.   
Treat me like a joke,
And I'll leave you like it's funny.