Outlaw, My Apology.

I'm sorry for my ways, love.
You know how I once felt for you.
There was a time when we both were very much in love.
People got in the way of that though.
I fell hard for a girl with gorgeous eyes.
You a guy who you had known longer than I.

I don't blame you.
Who would fall for a girl with too many issues like me?

I'm sorry, darling.
I loved you at a time, but it shattered when we broke apart.
I was in tears and she was the only one there for me.
She listened to me as I told her my woes, my issues.
She made me feel like I was wanted.
I was needed.

We grew apart.
Drifting further day by day.

I apologize, sweetheart.
There was a time when I loved you.
I just fear falling back in love with someone who may leave me again.
I cling to the hope of having her, but as I've said before, he stands in my way.
Understand, my dear.
Maybe some day we'll be back together, but not right now.

You don't have to wait for me.
♠ ♠ ♠
This is my apology to someone who used to mean the world to me, but lately I've been a bit of a selfish bitch to her. She knows who she is and when she reads it, I hope she takes my words into consideration.
These are the words I can get out myself, so I wrote this to tell her. To explain everything in a sense.
I owe you, darling.