Decision Day
I never thought I’d ever see
All that blood on my hands and knees
THat night to choose
ALmost made me lose
My mind
My heart
My hands
I wanted you
But I wanted him
I love you both
Is that a sin?
Drip, drip
Blood on the floor
I chose but one
And one’s no more
I promised not to slice
I tried with all my might
He said he wanted to die
I couldn’t stop him if I tried
The bathtub’s red
I feel the dread
Scrub away the stains
But they’re there to stay
I’m sorry I broke
I’m sorry I fell
It felt like I choked
Damn, I’m going to hell...
Is he alright?
Did he end this night?
I don’t know how
Didn’t I vow?
A noose
A blade
Some pills
The pain
This shit won’t end
But I might as well bend
I haven’t seen my blades
In days, and days, and days
But tonight I might
Just love their sight
Metal to skin
It’s sinking in
On the thigh
Not for the curious eye
Dead, gone
I wish I was
Dead, gone
Maybe not long...
All that blood on my hands and knees
THat night to choose
ALmost made me lose
My mind
My heart
My hands
I wanted you
But I wanted him
I love you both
Is that a sin?
Drip, drip
Blood on the floor
I chose but one
And one’s no more
I promised not to slice
I tried with all my might
He said he wanted to die
I couldn’t stop him if I tried
The bathtub’s red
I feel the dread
Scrub away the stains
But they’re there to stay
I’m sorry I broke
I’m sorry I fell
It felt like I choked
Damn, I’m going to hell...
Is he alright?
Did he end this night?
I don’t know how
Didn’t I vow?
A noose
A blade
Some pills
The pain
This shit won’t end
But I might as well bend
I haven’t seen my blades
In days, and days, and days
But tonight I might
Just love their sight
Metal to skin
It’s sinking in
On the thigh
Not for the curious eye
Dead, gone
I wish I was
Dead, gone
Maybe not long...
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About the time I had to pick between two guys. One of them told me that he was going to kill himself when I didn't pick him. He didn't even slice himself once....I'm glad I didn't pick him. He's insane...