A Field of Gray

how long did it take to rip apart a pure and honest heart?
how often did you try, to bring me down, to make me cry?
in a field of shades of gray, along with the sun, the color drained away

weeping, crying, withering, dying
I scream aloud yet my voice can't be heard
i hang my head, heart filled with years of hurt

waiting to be reached, to be touched, to be loved
i silently pray that my hope will be enough
do i dare to have faith in another day?
without you here, all I can do now is pray

crystiline sorrow, as fragile as porcilin glass
the small remants of an aching love that didn't have a chance
ruined by selfish desires of the devil who lied
my precious paradise slowly withered and died

all the beautiful color of my world sloly drained away
leaving behind a field of shades of gray