Dangerous Addictions

i am
addicted
to the sight
of my
own blood
addicted to the
way it
trickles
down my wrists
and stains
my thumbs

i am addicted
to the feeling
of hunger
of having an empty
stomach
acting as a
vacuum
where nothing
will survive

i am addicted to
wanting to die

and i want
to die
so fucking
badly

i am addicted to
suicide