When It became everything.

I'm breaking,
Can't get free,
Struggling,
Hoping someone will save me.

Bound in chains,
Can't get away,
Stumbling in the darkness,
Wishing to be okay.

Cold and tired,
Why carry on?
Trying everyday.
Trying to be strong,

Ever pound is a struggle,
Every cut leads to more,
I can't do this.
My hearts too sore.

Why can't I stop myself?
I can't let go,
I'm so confused,
Where did I go?

I've lost myself,
I don't even know how?
I cant' stop!
I'm my own prisoner now.

I hate me,
I'm trying to escape,
Keeping it together,
For other peoples sake.

I'm smiling,
I'm 'okay'
- I cry myself to sleep,
Everday.