Leave me fore dead.

Just leave me alone
oh god i can't take anymore
of this torture i inflict on myself
you're here and so is she
i see you share kisses under my covers
her body pressed against yours

just leave me,
for dead
it's better than the alternative
of watching you
watching her
while i tear out my insides
to get rid of the you that remains

i don't want you to go
but i can't bear to have you stay
because you mean more to me that i to you
just let me close my eyes and forget

just leave me,
for dead
it's better than the alternative
of watching you
watching her
while i tear out my insides
to get rid of the you that remains

you won't leave me alone
i can't take it
you're inside my head,
fucking with my thoughts
not a second goes by
where i don't wish to leave and never come back

i just want to be alone
without you
without her
without anyone
not even the memories of my best friend can bring me back from the dead

please just leave me,
for dead
I'm better off that way
I'm sick of watching you
watch her
i can't take it anymore.