1-29-2013 Doodles

Take my hand and lead me away from troubled waters
Take my hand and lead me somewhere that is safe
I place my trust in you that I cant place in myself
I hold you higher than I hold my own judgement

The judgement days are near. I can feel them!!!!
I feel them in my blood
They are near me, straight down the hall
I see them in the shadows
Their faces… I see them in my sleep
They haunt me, they keep my from all good dreams

What dreams should I have? The deceit I brought to you?
I placed them blame on you, because I could not face myself.

BREAK!!!
You broke me!! You broke my whole demeanor.
You kept me, you kept my innocence!!
I placed my trust in you. I thought you’d set me free.
You betrayed me, you ran away and left me with myself!!!

One of these days love, I’ll show you the monster you made me.
You will meet this monster, on your most vulnerable of days.

You held my beating heart!
You held it as it bled, it slowed, it dyed.

I am no more.
I gave my life for you, and you will never accept it.

The judgement days are near. I can feel them!!!!
I feel them in my blood
They are near me, straight down the hall
I see them in the shadows
Their faces… I see them in my sleep
They haunt me, they keep my from all good dreams