Where You Went

Very long ago,
we didn't know.
We didn't know
about dragons
and death.
I can't say
'I love you'
anymore.
I don't know where I am, if & only if you're gone.
I don't know
where you went.

I am stuck
in reverse.
I feel the
pain of being
away.
I ALWAYS feel
the pain.
If I don't know where I am, then you're gone.
I always know
that.

What if I
said nothing?
What if I
said hate?
What if I
did nothing
to help you?
I'm tired of
all the
'what ifs'.
I WANT REAL ANSWERS.

I never expected
life would be
like this.
I knew life would
have its fate.
But I never expected this.
I would love to have
the ring of fate.
But it was splattered
with blood
against the
wall.
If you're gone, then I don't know where I am.