Invisible

Silent as the grave carries a meaning hard to understand
Until you feel silent and dead
When everyone ignores you and looks right threw you
You might as well die
I might as well die
When i sit in a corner like I always seem to do
I watch people just pass me bu like I'm a speck of dust
Who would notice a speck of dust?
Only someone wanting something
I should have seen it coming
I should have foreseen his folly
Why would anyone see me that perfectly unless they wanted something?
He took it in the night
I gave up thinking that maybe it was okay
As long as he loved me he could take it
He loves me right...?
He cares about how I feel..?
He covers my mouth to stop my protest and forces himself in
He notices my grimace and smiles a dark and knowing smile
He knows what he's done
The first time someone notices me it's for darkness and to destroy me
He leaves me
Leaves me when i desperately need him
I need an explanation or some sort of sign that I'm not alone again
But no
Away he goes leaving me dirty and alone
Back to my corner i sit and wait for maybe another someone to use me
At least someone would know i exist
Tears role off my cheeks
And still no one notices...