The Darkest of Lights

I felt your words tear me up
I felt them sink in my mind
I raised the dagger above my head
Eager to put it all to rest

I remember that day, you came back
I remember how to pulled the knife back
I remember how much I hated it
Eager to put it all to rest

I felt only hate for you then
I felt only what I thought I knew
I felt my anger getting the better of me
Eager to put it all to rest

I hate you for saving me
I hate you for lying to me
I hate you for loving me
I hate you for coming back to me

I hate you for alot of things
But I love you for being the one thing I need
The darkest of lights, in a tunnel of pain