insomnia

its not that i cant
i can
i really can
but i don't want too
i fall into the same trap
i let them talk to me
and talk
and talk
and talk and talk and talk
i listen
and respond
and play
and replay
and pause and rewind
and i lay there
knowing
i can
but i don't want too
they tell me stories
they make me feel brilliant
they are me
when i cant sleep