Didyme

Didyme my dearest
my friend
my soul
my breath..my wife
i can remember when we first meet
u saved me from the world
from myself
i was a careless and ruthless person
but u change me..the gift u had
an aura of happiness making me change my ways
u made me the person i am now
the plains we had
a wedding
a house
a family
all of it..gone
the person who took your life
the person who took you away from me
(cryn)
i swear to you he will suffer
didyme..we walk on the seashore together
we ride horses together
we had diner together
we dances together
..we loved together
their was no such thing as sad times
no such thing as tear
only joy
only happyness
only love
only us
you being gone
makes me lost
makes me hurt
everyday i cry
everyday i think of u my dearest
everyday i love u
everyday i pray for you
everyday..i cry for you
with you around everything was as light as a feather
it was me and you against the world
now with you gone
i feel the weight of the world crushing my shoulders
the world crushing my heart
the world crushing my soul
people ask why don't i find love
and i reply i did..shes gone
my didyme gone
hunny you were my love
you were my everything
the only thing i regret
was not being with you
when you were facing the true death
(tear)
am sorry
i promise i wont let nothing happened to you
and i failed you my love
am sorry..am so very sorry
everyday
every hour
i still feel your kisses
you hugs
the smell of your perfume benith my nose
your laugh
i remember the passion we share
the heart beat
the sweat
the laughter
and tickles
the kisses good night
the hugs good morning
me waking up to the smell of Ur pancakes
and buttery taste
like me licking your neck
which led to a kiss
didyme..my dear wife
rest in peace
i love you
and i need you
didyme..didyme...didyme
(kiss)
good night
(tear)