Hole In My Heart

cutting
hurting
burning
rotting
breaking
dying
lying
passin time in misery
sorrow
pain
will it ever go away

shoot
cut
kill
am i the prey or the hunter?
the lion or the lamb?
i ty to choose, but can't suceed.
pick me up
carry me
help me choose my destiny

lying down
im watching you dying
you say go but i can not stay away
trying
crying
who will end my pain

its done you are gone
my suffering
my trying
it will not end
your memory
will not fade
its a memory
i will not trade
and nobody shall
ever take your place

help!
a bullet.
it has shot me down
the bullet is your death
a hole in my heart
that will not be filled
an unfinished drawing
a puzzle that will never
be finished
a world i once knew
dissapearing right before me
♠ ♠ ♠
I wrote this when I was about 13, right after my uncle died.