Clean wrists

Clean wrists
Unscarred hips
How did I manage this
A hopeless romantic with virgin lips
Everything could change with a touch and a kiss

Innocence is bliss
My past is dark and creeping out
It's something you just can't miss
What makes me, me, is a demon inside ready to shout
A memory, a thought, I reminisce it sparks a twist

I'm mad, I'm so mad, they made me stop
I'm sick and distorted, it's my work of art
A painter without a paintbrush, you kill, you drop

I'm done listening
Consider me deaf
I'm holding it, sharp in my hands, I'm tense and stiffening
I'm calm and I take a deep breath

Goodbye clean wrists
Goodbye unscarred hips
Goodbye chains, that stopped me from this
Forgive me lips
It was just one kiss