Roommate

I don’t even know what to do
I mean you mean a lot to me
You’re like family
I like to think I’m the same to you
And that’s why you were angry
Otherwise you wouldn’t waste your energy

I is very honest and true
That I honestly didn’t anticipate
For any of this to occur
I don’t want to be the one to stir
And instigate
Anything that would hurt you

It was a slap in the face
To know our ‘fun’ day
Was just a lie
Not one try
To say what you wanted to say
Or even just touch base

I’m aware
I’m difficult to talk to
That morning would have been great
Just us there
Just us two
We could communicate