Thinking

im thinking,
What is this feeling im feeling
deep down my soul is a ship thats sinking
i need a S.O.S
im thinking
most people need love
some rappers need racks on racks
but i feel like i need
death sweet death.
I am thinking
the world is cruel and unfair
i see birds fly to bliss in the distance
and wonder if i ill ever reach there.
Now see i am also thinking that emotion is evil
its clutches at your very being
your mind and heart are no longerr seeing
eye....to....eye
im thinking that i give up
this isnt fun anymore iv had enough.
i cast out my emotions and my soul
to be forever alone is the only way.
im thinking
its the only way.