Antisocial.

I don't like making friends
or should I say I can't.
People can't stand me and that's a fucking fact.

I don't hate being ignored,
I don't feel a lot of pain.
I learned to move along,
and look better to what I gained.

When people smile at me,
I simply walk away.
I don't find reasons for me to stay.

Don't judge me,I get scared.
I get so afraid.
I'm nice,I swear
but sometimes I don't know what I said.

The darkness,it surrounds me
and it doesn't feel fine.
I don't know how I became this,
I just want to die.

So yeah,I'm antisocial.
I'm not the friendly kind.
But if you look deep within me,
you will know I always try.

Don't come near me,
it doesn't feel right.
I don't want to hurt you,
so don't stay by my side.

Please,forgive me.
I have to walk away.
Even if you don't notice,
it's the same process everyday.