Loneliness

I've been feeling all types of things
running through my mind
its terrifying to let go of the thoughts
but letting go is the only thing I got
running free and living like nothing really happened
spending our whole lives cooped up in a hole

sitting here waiting till you get home
trying so hard to not pass by
the clock is staring at me with a face of failure
reading lines that i've heard over and over again

can you tell me something worth my time
i'm begging you please don't go
hurting isn't the only thing that is locked away
treating me the way you want to doesn't feel right
speaking with words that i dont want to hear

troubled and alone
wasting my precious hours away
listening to that clock again and again
nothing is bringing tears to my eyes except you
you don't listen to what i have to say

sitting here waiting till you get home
trying so hard to not pass by
the clock is staring at me with a face of failure
reading lines that i've heard over and over again.

so begin at the end and never look back
systems shut down weather or not your ready
walking down that road isn't so happy
no not like before
the ringing in your ears keep pressuring you

do you still feel the same
can you even function anymore
the waves coming through and through
do you notice it now
the way you did me

sitting here waiting till you get home
trying so hard to not pass by
the clock is staring at me with a face of failure
reading lines that i've heard over and over again.