Feelings

I can’t breathe
It’s like I can’t listen to the words you’re gonna say
I can’t see
The way you move back and forth
I feel pathetic everytime I
Give in and start to cry I,
Don’t know if I’m wrong or right
But tomorrows gotta start somehow
And I don’t know if I can say hello
I can’t even say goodbye

You sway me back with unintended harshness
I can’t believe I fell for this
We can’t go on fooling ourselves
You and I can’t just be friends
You and I can’t go on
This is it, the bitter end
There’s a whole world outside
Yet I stay in here and hide
My thoughts of you have grown bitter and cold
Yet you go on as if you got old

I hope I can get better
I hope I can let go of these petty
Feelings.
The season can only get wetter
As I stand alone in the pouring heat
A summer breeze calls to me
Confiding everything
I’ve let go of my worldly love
I can go peacefully now
Standing on a hill wishing for a bridge
I can’t let go of you somehow

You’ve taught me lessons I hated learning
I’ve gotten used to all this burning
The burning need to subside
And let the feelings take my pride

I’ve only got this once to live
Yet I’m ready to pack it in early
I’ve got nothing left to give

You can only convince me of love once
After that it’s all lies.
Ruined and broken. Somehow my price
Came to me by shaded eyes

I’ve let go of these petty needs
I can go peacefully now
To a better place where it’s all dark
And no more do feelings take heed.