Alone

There is no better pain than the pain you live to die for
finding that lost thoughtless darkness that we all fight so hard to keep Alive

Looking though the cold dark ice
Underneath the fiery hell
That we have endured for so long
The angels who turn their back
And fight because they can see..
See the warm beating heart inside us

All these scars are fading
But that doesn't mean that
The soul pure
We fight for who we are

I look at my self everyday and think how much one blade could do
But then I think why I'm standing here

Unable to find the demon in a crowd of angels
I can't run
I can't hide

Nobody can help me because I realised
Nobody cares
And those who do
Don't know what lies Beneath the warm exterior
And what does

A cold beating heart that screams for attention
Needing for somebody to notice
Or somebody who understands

It's so quiet here
And it's feels so cold
In this house I'm standing
It no longer feels like home