Before Tomorrow and After Today

A/N: the words in between parenthesis are screamed like they do in heavy music like OM&M and Suicide Silence and bands like that

Can we pretend our pasts never happened
That everything before us were just bad dreams
Cause I want us to be together for a long time
But the things in the past are ripping it at the seams
My past comes and haunts me nightly
Will you hold me ever so tightly
I'm scared my nightmares are more than just dreams
And if you leave me alone I'll do more than just (scream

These thoughts that pool my head
Are the things that are killing me slowly
Something just isn't right here
My brain is completely unholy
These demons inside of me
Are trying to get me to break
This war they are winning
Til I'm left with all my mistakes)

The thing I thought was love
Was lust more than anything else
You left me dead and broken
Just another book upon your shelf
I swear my life is a curse
My nightmares are just getting worse
Was this all an elaborate scheme
Cause now that your gone I do more than just (scream

These thoughts that pool my head
Are the things that are killing me slowly
Something just isn't right here
My brain is completely unholy
These demons inside of me
Are trying to get me to break
This war they are winning
Til I'm left with all my mistakes)

They're fighting
Want me dying
Til there is nothing left
Just kill me
I'm begging
Wanting nothing more to be said
Yeah they're crying
Watching me die and
Nothing good is left in my head
This is my story's
Happy ending
Cause this is all I ever wanted

(These thoughts that pooled my head
Are the things that killed me slowly
Something just wasn't right there
My brain was completely unholy
These demons inside of me
Finally got me to break
This war they finally won
And I was left with all my mistakes
Mistakes
Mistakes
My mistakes
Yeah my mistakes)

Copyright © 2013 Jessica Kim