To Tell you the Truth

To tell you the truth
It's not me.
The problem is you,
You're the reason for this betrayal
That I will cause.

You got caught up in wanting the truth.
Once more, I will tell you it's not me
take one more step and you will turn blue
with the thought of me and my betrayal,
Just take a pause.

Think about it,
None of this was my fault,
it was yours with your trespassing
and of your accusement;
Which is all false.

Although most of what was done, was done with wit
and the action to revolt
from the yells of hope to the passing
of this nonstop arguement and accusing
and admit it is your fault.

I have this desire to live my life
while you have this need to get in the way.
I am this close of snapping
which will quickly make you run
for the moment I reveal my anger and pain.

The anger is the wife
to the pain you have sent since May
Although time is passing and unwrapping,
It is my time for fun
and to blame you for the rain;

The moment it hits midnight
on a certain and special day
I will reunite with my husband to be,
who has been caused to suffer
out of your own need of spite.

It would be my own delight
to recall into my memories and say
"I am finally free"
no more need to be a bluffer,
but be happy for I have won the fight.

I still wish to be with you
although you have left me no choice
but to be with the one who helped me
all the way till the end of many years
To be happy for all of enternity

This maybe all true
but this is my voice;
that must be let free
once again without the fears
but still I am sorry for all of enternity.