Unreachable

I felt fear today ,I still do feel the emotion running through my hands that shake.
I felt fear today, because her darkening eyes stared me down and made others suspicious of me.
The fear she gave to me made me want to give myself up. A lamb to the slaughter I suppose.
She used me all my life and I realize this now.
Today I felt rage because I could not control my fear.
The fear she made me feel, I worried the people around me and hurt them
I regret it so.
I felt sadness today, because I am slowly loosing my mind.
I cannot control myself so I fear that I might not make it.
I have already reached the end of my line.
I felt the touch of death today.
Because I was cold enough to hear it's softening voice.
The touch of death kissed me and now I am eternally hungry for a life that can save me from the chains that bound my soul.