Deathy Seduction

Death is a dangerous seduction,
The solitude is a temptation of silence.
Pushing and pulling, giving and taking until destruction.
Tick-tick-tick, like a bomb counting down.
Welcoming the cold arms like rainfall during monsoon,
Like hugging an old friend; excepting for once I am wanted.
Life holds nothing for me: happiness only came with a blue moon.
Until my next cycle of life, my spirit shall wander.
My body may perish though my soul may stay intact,
With this humdrum world.
My views and opinions are my own no matter how abstract.
♠ ♠ ♠
NOT about suicide.