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I wanna reach out. I wanna know what your thinking about.
In my mind it just shouts. Is this all an illusion?
Will this become my obsession. I tear these walls down from the inside.
I know im burning alive. Never asked to be saved.
The guilt smuthers me. Was i ever who i wanted to be?
I close my eyes cuz i don't wanna see.
Whats right in front of me.

Just cause your with someone you love.
Doesn't mean they're the one you die with
Living life in this house.
Is like burning alive.
When everything crashes down.
Hold your breath and you wont drown.

I feel nothing i say matters- In the end its my heart that shatters.
My words are cold and dead. And noone ever cares.
I just cant seem to let you go. Even though i know.
Im burning alive in a world i created.
I cant forget you just yet. Im holding onto emptiness.
Its consuming-confusing me. I cant tell if anythings real.
Your touch tells me everything. Its all i need to feel.
♠ ♠ ♠
I have no idea if this is worth a read.