Control

There is power in my giving up control.
Knowing that I will find out what I want, what I need.
To know you will push me, bend me, pull me, control me.
That you will give me what I want, what I did not know I needed.

The loss of power, of control, but knowing I will be held up.
Knowing I am safe, that you will never let me fall,
Feeling you even when I can't see you,
Hearing you when I can't speak.
♠ ♠ ♠
For I.L