Confessions of who I am

Unique won’t come close
To just what I am
I’m so far past strange
I am the lame lamb

I’m lacking intelligence
Of the most basic kind
What all others can see
Is to what I am blind

You could say that I
Am emotional too
Although that would not
Completely be true

A grave understatement
Is what that is
My emotions explode
Others’ crackle and fizz

And I’m really high maintenance
I should add that in
My friends will all tell you
I wear their patience thin

And I contemplate life
And hold it in doubt
Wondering, hell or heaven
Which one I’m without

The only reason I’m here
Is ‘cause I’m bound by love
And while I might go to hell
I still love God above