Eff It All

Fuck everything.
Fuck this.
Fuck that.
Fuck you.
Yeah, especially fuck you.
But wait, fuck me too.
Why?
Because I fell for the same stupid shit I always do.
The pain, the heartache you've put me through.
I just want to be alone.
Leave me the fuck alone.
I'm tired of all the bullshit that comes with feeling this way.
The feeling that changed in less than a day.
Less than a minute, less than a second.
One silly girl who took it and changed it.
This feeling I mean, what I felt inside.
Deep, deep inside, I've been trying to hide.
The feeling I won't share with anyone, nor will I feel this way ever again.
This was the last straw.
How you've done me wrong.
How you treated me so special, then wasted me.
You were my drug, my high.
Now all I want is to cry.
I want to bury these feelings I feel deep inside.
Not to let them show, it's my goal.
How could I have been such a goddamn fool?
Never will I let you see.
The misery, the pain you've done to me.
You put me through hell, after you made me feel good.
I won't explode, although I should.
I should rip you apart from limb to limb.
Tear out your heart and eat it.
That's what you did to me.
You should show remorse, but you don't.
You should say sorry, though I know you won't.
I'm done shedding tears.
This was the last straw.
Fuck you and this feeling.
You know what?
Fuck it all.