I'm Trying

I am trying not to care
About all the things you say
I’m trying not to think of you
Each and every day
I’m trying to move on
Without you by my side
I’m trying to forget you
Now all my tears have dried
I’m trying to pretend
That ill be happy sometime soon
I’m trying not to listen
every time I hear our tune
I’m trying not to need you
when you held me tight
I’m trying to forget
Cuddling with you late at night
I’m trying not to remember
How you’d reach for me
On those cold winter nights
Before you fell asleep
But while I keep on trying
Your still deep inside my heart
It seems like instead of doing that
I should be trying not to fall apart