I Lied

You wake up everyday with a smile on your face
and say "its all going to be alright" in a cheerful voice
but really instead of smiling your crying
and a voice says "i wont make it"

When they ask you if youre okay
you smile and say yes
but in your head youre breaking down
and screaming for help

You look in the mirror and say "i like what i see"
but really your face makes you want to vomit
and youre disgusted by how you look
no matter what you do it seems you never get smaller

You act like nothing can hurt you
like youre a brick wall
but really youre just crumbling ruins
stung by every malacious word