Jordan.

Jordan....

There is a crevice.
A crack, a valley, a gorged nick in my soul...
Run dry with shards of glassy rock.

She holds the scabs of my depresssion,
And forces bloodlust upon my flesh.
Her rivers are Pain and Death enjoined,
Designed to carry eternity.

But you, you are my chosen waters...
Held back within heavenly embrace.
An angel sent for someone else...
But flooded into a foreign place.

Beautiful, with your turquoise scarf...
Your oceanous gown that floats upon the Earth..
You are light of a stolen angellic smile...
That quenches the darkness.
And tears me in two.

Jordan, forever Jordan river...
Pierce the black painbow, shed your beauty.
Fall with me, where love never rains...
Forever.

Drown me.

Jordan.