....
Ive held on for so long that my hands growing weak
My words have gone unheard for so long i can no longer speak
All the efforts that i have put forth brushed off as cheap
I swore i wouldn't do this again,
i knew i couldn't go through this again
this time it wouldn't be any different but i couldn't help but pretend
maybe this was just something i needed
to do to help me step closer to the edge
i think i just wanted to see more clearly that i do really need this all to end
.....ive tryed so fucking hard to just sit back and mend
but this evil inside keeps bringing me closer and closer to death
My words have gone unheard for so long i can no longer speak
All the efforts that i have put forth brushed off as cheap
I swore i wouldn't do this again,
i knew i couldn't go through this again
this time it wouldn't be any different but i couldn't help but pretend
maybe this was just something i needed
to do to help me step closer to the edge
i think i just wanted to see more clearly that i do really need this all to end
.....ive tryed so fucking hard to just sit back and mend
but this evil inside keeps bringing me closer and closer to death